Today was the worst day I have had since the last time I had the worst day that I have had.
First of all, the evil Vertebrate Physiology Test of DOOM, which I LITERALLY studied fifteen hours for totally kicked my rear. I didn't get the test back, but I can feel my horrible failure in my soul. Thank Jesus I am switching to the Humanities.
Philosophy doesn't care about the innervation of muscle and the excitation-contraction; it cares about the SOUL. Because you know what? The soul innervates THE ENTIRE BODY. That is how freaking awesome it is.
Anyways, after that failure, I was basically miserable. I wrote some of my philosophy paper and that cheered me up. Then, I read about stoicism, and I was like: I'm gonna be a stoic! Yeah! Then, I started crying, and blaming the planet for everything, so I think I pretty much failed at stoicism...
Then, after the inner peace that was philosophy class, I collapsed into a ball of grief and shame. Then I had Subway.
Then I went to get my choir dress, but I REALLY failed at that, because it didn't occur to me that just because Ashley couldn't drive me to the cleaners to pick it up didn't mean one of my other friends and/or acquaintances couldn't have. So, I walked to the Cleaners, and it was like half a mile and the street was busy. At least it wasn't dark.
I was actually starting to feel at peace, causing walking is good for you, but then this complete stranger was like "Nice evening for a walk, isn't it?" Which was probably meant very innocently, but it freaked me out, and I kept looking over my shoulder for the entire walk back because he had a beard, and in Helen's world:
Beard = Creepy.
I know it is wrong and stereotyping, but I just cannot help it.
Then, I saw this adorable puppy, but it barked at me, and made me feel like a mean evil person.
Now, I have to go finish a lab write-up, a lab report, and two papers. I hope you all enjoyed reading about my failure.
ModernHelen
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